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Posted on 2007.04.19 at 16:23
hello!!!!!

I will run to You

Posted on 2007.02.21 at 23:30
Your eye is on the sparrow
And Your hand, it comforts me
From the ends of the Earth to the depths of my heart
Let Your mercy and strength be seen

You call me to Your purpose
As angels understand
For Your glory, may You draw all men
As Your love and grace demand

And I will run to You
To Your words of truth
Not by might, not by power
But by the spirit of God

Yes I will run the race
'Till I see Your face
Oh let me live in the glory of Your grace

script block.

Posted on 2007.01.20 at 00:24
arghhh i need to get started! i've got tonnes of work this weekend:

CS221
1. write script for indiv assignment.
2. write script for group filming video

HL810
1. read Romeo & Juliet, entire text if possible, if not, focus on balcony scene.
2. watch Baz Lurhmann's R&J, and the 60s version, which is available in the media resource library at NTU. (which obviously, i can't reach in time and there will not be any more copies left.)

French Level 2
1. REVISE!!
french is soooo hard i can hardly keep up with the tutor.

Drama
1. write reflective journal on what i learn from class. it's to be written on a weekly basis.

okay and i think i'm freaking out mostly about 221. scripts are really very hard to write and i still need to let others read it to vet! whywhywhy did i go and take 221...i should have done something easier.

okay pleasepleaseplease don't procrastinate.

oh and that's just schoolwork.

there's still prep for teaching sunday school this sunday, and ironing out the glitches before the second issue of my church newsletter, Emmanuel Times, gets emailed out this sunday.

and today wasn't a good day out shopping. my size wasn't available for all the things i liked . i saw this really cute red and black chinois top that was so suitable for CNY at Forever21, but to my dismay, the M was way too big, and they have no more S. in the whole of singapore. :(

and then at Topshop, the white shirt that i've liked for a long time didn't have a size 8. smallest was a 10 which looked too big on me. :((

and therefore to conclude - i'd bought absolutely nothing at all, except chocolate covered raisins from Mark & Spencer's, which doesnt count cos i'd left them in Wannie's bag. even though i went out with a $30 Topshop voucher to spend. and there was sale at Topshop, so that made trying on clothes a huge pain. and the purple/fuschia blouse that i'd really liked the last time is gone. looks like today just wasn't meant to be.

booo.

Posted on 2006.03.27 at 17:53
YAY. i finished my marketing case analysis and actually enjoyed doing it. it was on L'Oreal so i guess that makes it more interesting and closer to my heart, talking about cosmetics and girly stuff.

only achieved this after downing 2 cups of coffee today - one in the morning and another in the afternoon. this is definitely not gonna be a habit.

and now i need to look towards my 103 and 105. Thank God that i can do everything through Him who gives me strength.

The Love of God

Posted on 2006.03.26 at 15:16
How Deep the Father's Love for Us

How deep the Father's love for us, how vast beyond all measure
That he should give his only son, to make a wretch his treasure
How great the pain of searing loss, the Father turned his face away
As wounds which mar the chosen one, bring many sons to glory

Behold the man upon a cross, my sin upon his shoulders
Ashamed, I hear my mocking voice call out among the scoffers
It was my sin that held him there until it was accomplished

His dying breath has brought me life; I know that it is finished

I will not boast in anything: no gifts, no power, no wisdom
But I will boast in Jesus Christ; his death and resurrection
Why should I gain from his reward? I cannot give an answer
But this I know with all my heart: his wounds have paid my ransom



Tears never fail to come to my eyes as I sing this song, and reflect on its lyrics. How I'm so undeserving of His love. I think it poignantly reminds me that He didn't have to die for my sins and sacrifice himself on the cross. It truly was my sin that held him there - but He did because he loved me so much.

I didn't sing this in church today, but came across it when I was packing the songsheets after worship. It's really so awesome when I think of what God has done. And yet, I often reject Him in my own small ways - neglect Him and neglect letting others know of His death and resurrection that has rescued us from eternal death.

I just pray and ask that in the midst of everything, I will not forget God.

sleepalot bear.

Posted on 2006.03.25 at 23:05
i cant believe i did it again!
maybe instead of wish bear i should be sleepalot bear.
i took a nap and forgot to wake up in time to cook dinner.

i suck laaa. so what happened was that we ended up eating at 10.30, cos we were supposed to eat at 9.30 when my family got back from the library. and i only woke up like 5 minutes before they got back. go figure!

but oh well. i wasnt too hungry cos i binged on alot of stuff. i was craving for salty snacks at 6plus 7 so i opened a pack of doritos and ate some. when i'm at home i just keep eating...and my mom was super amused when i announced after dinner that i wanted to eat tiramisu. she had this bemused look on her face and after that i didn't want to eat it anymore. but she kept asking me to eat la, saying that food moves faster when i'm at home. that just testifies to the amount that i eat la! :(

i can foresee myself putting on weight. should stay in hostel then i'll be too lazy to eat.

supermom.

Posted on 2006.03.25 at 15:53
i think i've been living in oblivion to the many deadlines that are coming. 105, MB103, and CS103 presentation and paper. PLUS exams in what, 3 weeks time?

cant seem to get myself down to doing anything!

i went grocery shopping with my mom today cos she looked so frazzled and in such a bad mood after she came back from the market. so i accompanied her to shing song and ntuc, carried stuff for her, listened to her complain about the new maid, and drove back. i love driving! and i managed to park quite well today yay. im praying that i'll get my dad's nod of confidence soon so that i can drive without him haha.

but yeah back to mom...i think she's fantastic la. like the older i get, the more respect i have for her. she takes a part-time accounting degree, goes to work, comes home to cook everyday and doesnt sleep til 1am every night cos the new maid knows nuts about cooking and is super slow with her actions and what not. and she manages to be a supermom and goes for my sister's stuff and all.

i think it takes a lot of courage and patience to be a mom and i don't think i'll ever have what it takes.

johari window

Posted on 2006.03.12 at 16:15
don't think there's anyone else who's gonna do this so shall put it up. i'm at ntu on a sunday afternoon, in my hall study room with siqing. wannie is nowhere to be found though she's supposed to be in sch in the morning.

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Posted on 2006.03.10 at 02:58
on second thought, i don't even think i have enough time to watch a movie if i'm gonna be doing project the entire weekend :(

maybe i can just do something else la. like swim or tan or read a bimbo fashion mag. no more retail therapy for me until my parents are less disgruntled about spending on me. :(

shades like hers.

Posted on 2006.02.27 at 20:58
the next thing i want to buy is audrey hepburn's shades. i think they look super classy and elegant.

okay. time to get my marketing case analysis done though i'm super duper tired and my tummy hurts a little. maybe it's the western food man.

oh and today's quiz sucked. i should have just gone out with rina and sammie last night and enjoyed myself. i barely passed though i studied. whatever la it's just not fair.

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